Tags archives: fear

  • In the past I have been the kind of person who would rather not stand out from the crowd (though somehow I always seemed to stand out anyway lol). I doubted the general consensus and was against it but wouldn't speak up for fear of people thinking that I was strange, etc. I think on some level I pro... [read more]
  • I had a tough realization recently. I can't remember exactly how it happened, though the moon was in Aries (as is my natal moon) and I have been noticing this seems to trigger emotional situations for me. Also it was just before my menstrual cycle, though I didn't realise this and this can sometimes... [read more]
  • I lived in one house for 21 years until I got pregnant with my oldest daughter Jennie and then I moved to live in a different town; I would have stayed at home indefinitely, but my parents could not handle the shame and gossip about my pregnancy and being unmarried, so we moved, and once we moved it... [read more]
  • Depression isn't something I normally have to deal with. I have had periods of depression in the past, but it was a long time ago and normally I tend to get angry rather than depressed. Neither are that great to experience, but at least when you are angry, it strangely makes you feel empowered and m... [read more]
  • This week as I write this newsletter, I lost a graduate student of mine who was also a dear friend. All of my students become my friends, unless of course they choose not to be, and for me having them as friends is just the way I am. Losing my friend brought up many thoughts about life and life’s jo... [read more]
  • About ten years ago I had an astrological reading from Margaret and in it she talked about my creative talent, and ultimately my acting ability. This was news to me. As far as I was concerned I was hopeless at art. I think I had enjoyed it when I was younger, but when I went to secondary school (h... [read more]
  • I prefer writing about intense experiences I know intimately but I don't have anything like that to write about at the moment so I thought I would write about my experiences with Margaret and Maitreya. I first heard about Margaret in 2005 when I was 25. It started with reading a book that my sis... [read more]
  • My article is about my neighbours again, it has been such a useful releasing/learning experience and there is always more to learn! Well last time I wrote about releasing the trapped past life energy I had with my neighbours. And even though I felt I had released the past life energy and I no longe... [read more]
  • A nice young Indian gentleman that attended a Maitreya event asked me a couple questions relating to Buddha. His question was not unlike many I get in the Western world, except the reference point would be Jesus. As we spoke, I stated I didn’t know a lot about Buddha, but just like with any other be... [read more]
  • Many think the spiritual path is the path of the prayer, meditation, service and believing in God...it is, but the spiritual path and spirituality is much more than that. To be spiritual also means to make decisions- decisions that are often very hard. Decisions that can also affect other people... [read more]
  • I spent the 1st couple weeks of 2015 in Belgium. It was a great trip and it was like walking back in time. The U.S. is less than 250 years old, when going to Europe you are thrust into surroundings around you that have stood since the middle ages. Some of these castles, buildings and churches are in... [read more]
  • Happy New Year, another year is under our belts as we wander through life. I remember when we geared up for the new millennium and all the computers were going to crash and people were storing away a couple years of food. Then we headed towards 2012 and since the Mayan calendar supposedly ended, the... [read more]